My friend Lilly G sent this video...it's a great song and tells the story that most of us live.
LOVE
Monday, September 27, 2010
Monday, September 20, 2010
A Father Of A 31 Years Old
So I've asked everyone who has been close to me and my healing to share their stories with me as inspiration and entertainment...we all know maman Afsaneh has a lot to say and RN can write a novel in one sitting, well here's my story as told by my dad, a man of few words - but when he speaks, he means every word.
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God has mysterious ways and we are unable to comprehend it.
I am, like so many other friends and relatives, even numerous other caring soles, PRAY for his fast recovery and good health for him and I am sure that he is also believes that with positive outlook and a little help from his strong body, along with medial cares he will be the happy Amir and the lively flower of mine. I love you and please recover soon.
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What shock! for a father of a 31 years old, athletic and on top of his world.I like to share my deepest feelings with you and your friends. I do not know how to start and reviewing my journey into the small universe of mine?
Amir came to my life with his eyes open when they rolled him out of the operating room, and still I see his wonderful and expressive eyes, with a world of hopes, after he was finished with his procedures,open and looking kindly at me and his mother. It never cross my mind that a day arrives and I am informed that my young man is suffering with cancer. It was like a 40 lb sledge hammer, with a powerful swing, hit me on the head, I was dazed and so confused of this situation and could not stop my tears running down my face and hide it from my 91years old mother.It was like a script out of the movie land, unbelievable and heart wrenching. How could this happen to my son and specially to me???!!!!!
Amir came to my life with his eyes open when they rolled him out of the operating room, and still I see his wonderful and expressive eyes, with a world of hopes, after he was finished with his procedures,open and looking kindly at me and his mother. It never cross my mind that a day arrives and I am informed that my young man is suffering with cancer. It was like a 40 lb sledge hammer, with a powerful swing, hit me on the head, I was dazed and so confused of this situation and could not stop my tears running down my face and hide it from my 91years old mother.It was like a script out of the movie land, unbelievable and heart wrenching. How could this happen to my son and specially to me???!!!!!
God has mysterious ways and we are unable to comprehend it.
With some uncontrollable delay, I arrived to be with him and thanks to God his mother and the beloved sister had taken care of him with the best of their abilities and an excellent medical establishment in San Diego.
I am ever thankful to Afsaneh for her dedications and withstanding the heavy pressures of of working and ,at the same time, giving motherly care to my Amir.
I am, like so many other friends and relatives, even numerous other caring soles, PRAY for his fast recovery and good health for him and I am sure that he is also believes that with positive outlook and a little help from his strong body, along with medial cares he will be the happy Amir and the lively flower of mine. I love you and please recover soon.
~Baba
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LOVE
Saturday, September 18, 2010
Tuesday, September 14, 2010
My favorite Sh_ _ Falker blackmailing me
So I debated for a long time about putting these videos on the net and these videos almost caused my first imaginary fight with RN, which of course in my paranoid morphine state, sounded like the right thing to do - (Ummm..she was the captain of her debate team, so hind-sights 20/20).
I hope you get a good laugh about them...2 surgeries in 1 week and I'm freakin' funny...next showing will cost you some hugs n kisses...
LOVE
I hope you get a good laugh about them...2 surgeries in 1 week and I'm freakin' funny...next showing will cost you some hugs n kisses...
LOVE
Back from Club Scripps
Well I just thought of something(now that Dilauded is wearing off from my weekend at club Scripps and my memory is hazily coming back)...before I got outa the hospital my doc B said "let's do a blood test n c if your bilirubin will MAGICALLY come down again"
Well it did(1.9 from 2.8(I think)) and my cancer marker ( important when it's down / not important when it's up) is now at 8...in July it rose to above 60...as my uncle A would say "Wow Barbara!!!"
The doctors dnt know why I'm healing but I am healing and all of us know why... It's the power of love, self healing, and choosing to be HAPPY...yes it's a choice and sometimes a very difficult choice but we can choose because we weren't designed we were created to survive (Fetsum, 2010).
LOVE
Well it did(1.9 from 2.8(I think)) and my cancer marker ( important when it's down / not important when it's up) is now at 8...in July it rose to above 60...as my uncle A would say "Wow Barbara!!!"
The doctors dnt know why I'm healing but I am healing and all of us know why... It's the power of love, self healing, and choosing to be HAPPY...yes it's a choice and sometimes a very difficult choice but we can choose because we weren't designed we were created to survive (Fetsum, 2010).
LOVE
Sunday, September 12, 2010
Party Weekend!
It's been an exciting weekend starting last Friday. For a few days before Friday I was running a pretty impressive fever and on Friday I began feeling some major pain in my belly and quickly self diagnosed myself as having an inner bile leak because the plumbers at IR did some tune-up and oil change work on me last Tuesday.
Well, both my mom and I deserve a PhD for self diagnosing the situation and managing my care to prevent a disaster like last time (circa 1 month of fevers and a bile boil the size of a ping-pong ball aspirated from my mid-belly)...
And of course it's not a fun party until we get things complicated....right, Fridays are also my Chemo days usually starting at 1:30pm and done a few hour after...well this journey began at 9am with a call to Dr. B's mobile, then a visit to IR for an ultrasound (it's twin boys!!!) and then checking into the hospital for the weekend.
Believe me I didn't like the situation (or pain) at all...and unfortunately my sweet n beautiful mother got the brunt of my bad mood for a while...It was almost a joke, I would say something - then immediately say something like "Wow I'm a jerk...sorry mom :-) " Lucky for her & I, my attention was directed away from her and onto my nurse from HELL!!!
Then comes Saturday and for the first time my dad was there to see me in the hospital and going into the surgery, smiley faced and ready to heal.
And at 10am, after fasting for over 14 hours I go to IR with so much aspiration to get aspirated from my belly...the team was ready down there and after some good drugs I woke up to my mom's smiling face over me and almost no pain in my belly...woooohooo!
Now here's some even better news, after looking at the ultrasound the radiologist said "...I can't see the tumors...", now he also said that ultrasound isn't the best imaging tool for tumors, but I spoke with my Dr B. and with a sheepish smile on my face stated that it means I don't have tumors anymore....and by his reaction it just might be a (very very very slight) possibility!!!! and I don't doubt it for one minute...there's a possibility!
Our body wasn't designed, it is created to survive and with a healthy soul/mind and healthy lifestyle I, we, and the collective consciousness are very powerful and can achieve great things. The only drawback is not losing ourselves in one self...there must always be alkaline, and to achieve alkaline I/we/the collective souls need to practice balancing the Mind/Soul, Ego/Survival/, and Body.
Connecting alkaline helps you live in a state of continuous and contagious love, joy, peace, and compassion, of course living in your balance will keep the thought body, emotional body, and physical body healthy, happy, and ready to heal...everything :-)
LOVE
Well, both my mom and I deserve a PhD for self diagnosing the situation and managing my care to prevent a disaster like last time (circa 1 month of fevers and a bile boil the size of a ping-pong ball aspirated from my mid-belly)...
And of course it's not a fun party until we get things complicated....right, Fridays are also my Chemo days usually starting at 1:30pm and done a few hour after...well this journey began at 9am with a call to Dr. B's mobile, then a visit to IR for an ultrasound (it's twin boys!!!) and then checking into the hospital for the weekend.
Believe me I didn't like the situation (or pain) at all...and unfortunately my sweet n beautiful mother got the brunt of my bad mood for a while...It was almost a joke, I would say something - then immediately say something like "Wow I'm a jerk...sorry mom :-) " Lucky for her & I, my attention was directed away from her and onto my nurse from HELL!!!
Then comes Saturday and for the first time my dad was there to see me in the hospital and going into the surgery, smiley faced and ready to heal.
And at 10am, after fasting for over 14 hours I go to IR with so much aspiration to get aspirated from my belly...the team was ready down there and after some good drugs I woke up to my mom's smiling face over me and almost no pain in my belly...woooohooo!
Now here's some even better news, after looking at the ultrasound the radiologist said "...I can't see the tumors...", now he also said that ultrasound isn't the best imaging tool for tumors, but I spoke with my Dr B. and with a sheepish smile on my face stated that it means I don't have tumors anymore....and by his reaction it just might be a (very very very slight) possibility!!!! and I don't doubt it for one minute...there's a possibility!
Our body wasn't designed, it is created to survive and with a healthy soul/mind and healthy lifestyle I, we, and the collective consciousness are very powerful and can achieve great things. The only drawback is not losing ourselves in one self...there must always be alkaline, and to achieve alkaline I/we/the collective souls need to practice balancing the Mind/Soul, Ego/Survival/, and Body.
Connecting alkaline helps you live in a state of continuous and contagious love, joy, peace, and compassion, of course living in your balance will keep the thought body, emotional body, and physical body healthy, happy, and ready to heal...everything :-)
LOVE
Wednesday, September 8, 2010
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