Hello Team Amir

I have a new project and action plan for us meaning for you guys and girls and I.  First of all let me thank you all for all these love, support and positive energies, which is having a great impact on my healing and me, WITHOUT YOU I COULDN’T BE HERE TODAY……….

There is a good reason I am saying this.  In search of my path to recovery I found Doc. R, a specialist and top notch in my type of cancer in Santa Monica, LA working with UCLA University and involve with new researches and medications.  Before the appointment he got the entire medical file and knew about my condition and me.  I was sitting in the room with my mom and auntie Anne.  He came in the room and asked, “who is the patient?”… I bet my mom could say: me me me! I looked so good and healthy to him that he was surprised.  Do you know why, because of you…. and all your support.

Ok, it was all starting points.  I want to give what I am receiving back to you, giving is caring and caring is sharing.  I want you to share the love and attention with yourself and all the others who need your good vibes, love, attention and prayers.

We all have challenges in life, in different forms and looks.  We all need each other’s help to go through life and sometimes hardships.  I am getting emails from different people that I don’t know. They give me their love and supports and also share their hardship with me.  For example:

Amir jan,

I love your spirit.  I do not know if you get to read this type of emails or this communication is one of those one way communication.  Sorry :) i just do not know much about Blog.....

I just let you know that you encourage me.  I woke up this morning and every morning thinking about my mom who died from cancer 53 days a go.  sometimes i get lost in sorrow, while i had been a fighter,  i finished my doctorate while we all were fighting my mom's lung cancer stage three. 

Then i lost my fiancee.  He broke up with me while i needed him to be with me in this sorrow.  I lost my job.  I lost my mom.  I lost hope and happiness.........

But here i am. i get up each day, i give thanks for all that i have, i show no sign or sorrow to anyone around me, people wonder if i am sorrowful for my mom.... I just fight.  That is all i know. 

You , Amir jan, keep hope. Hope is a good thing.  Life goes one, we better go through it with strength and love for ourselves and others.

You are my hero.  I love your soul and i wait to hear great news from you.

Love,

I answered her:

You are beautiful and I love receiving your emails.  Yes I receive every email and enjoy reading them...you can also comment on my blog after each post...you just need to sign up with Google to do so, very easy :-)

I'm sorry for the loss of your mother and I'm sure she's in a much better place as the infinite divinity is reality and our body life is temporary...but you should be happy that your fiancé left you when he did and allowed you to find the strength from within...if not then, he would have done so anyway at some time in the future. 

As for fighting, I ask you to stop...what are you fighting against?  maybe yourself? your emotions? your health?  Well all the above includes YOU and therefore it's a loosing battle...my humble suggestion is to love and use your god given gift of choosing...choose to be happy and you'll accept what you have, that is when you will feel free, start your healing path and again see love in this world...so just do it!

LOVE
Amir

I bet you got what I want to say by now. Lets help whoever need help.  I can’t do it on my own because it’s not me, IT’S ABOUT US as the collective souls on planet earth. 

I am going to create another blog, which I give you the password to log in and post your stories. Don’t we all have our own life stories and sometimes don’t know how to deal with them.  In this way we are connected and helping each other’s.

The only request from my side to be courteous, nice, don’t abuse and don’t bring negative energies to it.

The name is: whattfjusthappenedtome.blogspot.com                   

The password is: whatthef     (didn’t I just said to be polite!!! Excuse my French Antie Anne)

As far as I know, all of you have great ideas, good advices and perfect visions toward life.  My psychologist doc.G who is helping me a lot could be part of this and I hope not charging me for his advices to you. My friends, families, cousins and even my mom have lots of good advices to share.  Let’s do it…