It's been an exciting weekend starting last Friday. For a few days before Friday I was running a pretty impressive fever and on Friday I began feeling some major pain in my belly and quickly self diagnosed myself as having an inner bile leak because the plumbers at IR did some tune-up and oil change work on me last Tuesday.
Well, both my mom and I deserve a PhD for self diagnosing the situation and managing my care to prevent a disaster like last time (circa 1 month of fevers and a bile boil the size of a ping-pong ball aspirated from my mid-belly)...
And of course it's not a fun party until we get things complicated....right, Fridays are also my Chemo days usually starting at 1:30pm and done a few hour after...well this journey began at 9am with a call to Dr. B's mobile, then a visit to IR for an ultrasound (it's twin boys!!!) and then checking into the hospital for the weekend.
Believe me I didn't like the situation (or pain) at all...and unfortunately my sweet n beautiful mother got the brunt of my bad mood for a while...It was almost a joke, I would say something - then immediately say something like "Wow I'm a jerk...sorry mom :-) " Lucky for her & I, my attention was directed away from her and onto my nurse from HELL!!!
Then comes Saturday and for the first time my dad was there to see me in the hospital and going into the surgery, smiley faced and ready to heal.
And at 10am, after fasting for over 14 hours I go to IR with so much aspiration to get aspirated from my belly...the team was ready down there and after some good drugs I woke up to my mom's smiling face over me and almost no pain in my belly...woooohooo!
Now here's some even better news, after looking at the ultrasound the radiologist said "...I can't see the tumors...", now he also said that ultrasound isn't the best imaging tool for tumors, but I spoke with my Dr B. and with a sheepish smile on my face stated that it means I don't have tumors anymore....and by his reaction it just might be a (very very very slight) possibility!!!! and I don't doubt it for one minute...there's a possibility!
Our body wasn't designed, it is created to survive and with a healthy soul/mind and healthy lifestyle I, we, and the collective consciousness are very powerful and can achieve great things. The only drawback is not losing ourselves in one self...there must always be alkaline, and to achieve alkaline I/we/the collective souls need to practice balancing the Mind/Soul, Ego/Survival/, and Body.
Connecting alkaline helps you live in a state of continuous and contagious love, joy, peace, and compassion, of course living in your balance will keep the thought body, emotional body, and physical body healthy, happy, and ready to heal...everything :-)
LOVE
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Well, you sounded pretty happy & partied up this AM.
ReplyDeleteGlad you are feeling better Amir joon. Good call on hospitalizing your self, see what you are doing well and where there is room for growth and I love how you are practicing daee Amean's teachings (me too ;).
Last, but certainly not least, YES, Afsaneh is amazing - I know I am biased, nonetheless, anyway I slice and dice it - she is something else.
That was one heck of a great news! thanks Amir joonam, Afsaneh joon and Dr. B .... and of course, bilirubin!
ReplyDeleteGreatest part was to read that your dad is there! Hope you have a lovely time together. There is nothing else in the world like facing hardships like this that can make ppl realize how fortunate we are to have each other, how fragile these connections are and how fleeting life is...hope you have all found the initial love and connection which weaves your souls together.
much love from Tehran.
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well, thanks to RN who came to rescue me from this loving, caring, kind and grumpy young man! as soon as she shows up, he feels much better, I don't know why!
ReplyDeleteGood news(thank GOD there is not any bad news) are coming. He is doing great and being in hospital is part of the game....thanks for all your calls, hoorays and comments on Bili at 1.1 which is so sweet. Your love and attention are his strength, this is my diagnosis of today, sitting with him at the hospital's penthouse and I am right...
fight strong my friend!
ReplyDeleteWhat a story!!! What a Reality, in fact! It's real....it's OUR reality. This is how we like it, this is the way it's going to be. PERIOD.
ReplyDeleteRemember sweetie, all the trips back and forth to the hospital, all the pain and anger, all the worries and wonders......these are part of the journey too. I love the saying, "Lose the battles, but WIN the war". You not only are winning the war you're winning the battles too!!! How does that work?!! ;D Bacheh porrooo! XOXOXOX
You are very close to Victory and your troops are right behind you waiting to pop the Bubbly! :D
Afsaneh joon....you have given the term Angel a new meaning. BOOS
God Dang I LOVE YOU COUS! xoxoxoxo
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God bless my good friend... I know things will continue to improve
ReplyDeleteAll the best,
Jason E.
pls keep writing , you made our week .
ReplyDeleteI pray that You will feel better and better every day. Hug your mom for me
We LOVE good news! Amir joon go for it!
ReplyDeleteYAPADAPADOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!
ReplyDeletethat´s the best news i got since i´m back from my trip - just a few hours ago! :))))))))))
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