Sunday, November 13, 2011

HELLOOOO

Amir's mom saying hello to Amir's group.
75 days ago Amir moved on/up, still I and his sister Talla can't get it. We have asked ourselves and each others so many times that, what had happened! How did it happen! Why did it happen?!? Who knows...
I am getting stories, messages and news that how much his friends and his group are missing him daily. If you miss him this much, I can't find any words to describe myself.

It was overwhelming for us the extent of support, attention, presence and love at his gatherings and after, which is still going on. These gatherings usually are sad events that not so many people like to attend but he had over 300 guests at his green parties.
Of course, his gatherings were so sad but at the same time so beautiful and warm, full of love , light and positive energy because of his happy, warm and loving BEING. He was with us and he didn't let us to break down. We cried and smiled together for AMIR FARIVAR, the smiling guy...

Amir's b-day is coming up. November 16th.is his 33rd birthday. Finally, I am able to find my way to log into his blog;-) and use his iPad as I promised him to continue his legacy and keep in touch with you as Amir's group. His birthday was a new beginning in my life 33yr ago and gave me the bravery to turn into a mother as the most difficult task in this world. Now, because of him I feel brave enough to continue his message of love. Just to start from where we dropped please go back and read his last posting named:life is a bitch but love that bitch...

Talk to you soon and love you all
Amir's mom, Afsaneh
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16 comments:

  1. AmirNovember 13, 2011 at 9:53 PM

    Time passes by fast when you have fun. It wasn't any happy time since Amir loss but it passed by so fast as 105 days looked only like 75 days! Just a correction but who cares, it's tooooo long....

    Afsaneh

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  2. AnonymousNovember 14, 2011 at 11:29 AM

    Welcome back - good to see/read you back online :)

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  3. MarvinNovember 14, 2011 at 11:47 AM

    There hasn't been a day that has gone by that I don't think of Amir. I would like to think his impact will be seen over a long time. I know I see life in a very different since he left us. Its hard to speak about him without getting a bit choked up.

    Marvin

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  4. Roya YavariNovember 14, 2011 at 6:53 PM

    Afsaneh joon, I admire your spirit, Amir must have had inherited all his good qualities from you. I wish you a day of peace and tranquility , on Nov 16th. Celebrate the life he had, a life full of love and gratitude,

    You are brave and wonderful like Amir Ali and we love you .

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  5. mr. al boNovember 15, 2011 at 10:01 AM

    i´m sooooooo glad to see the new post on amir´s blog :D

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  6. D eNovember 15, 2011 at 10:01 AM

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V-_NMAllsJc

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  7. PJNovember 15, 2011 at 12:15 PM

    Dear aunty Afsaneh, thank you for posting on here again. Whenever I think of Amir, despite the contact not having been there for many years now, I always am reminded of school and to that, primary school and how it used to be...we all in Bremgarten were/ are still so close..(the children who went to school together)...
    Whenever I come back to iloveyoubilirubin, no matter which post I read, I end up choking up...
    Tomorrow, on Amir's birthday, I will be thinking about you and Talla a lot and am sending you all the strength, light, positivity and of course love possible.
    Take care and do keep writing in, I am sure like it did to me, your writing will bring many smiles in the remembrance of beautiful Amir.

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  8. mr. al boNovember 16, 2011 at 6:28 AM

    amir jan, tavalodet kheyli kheyli mobarak bashe :)

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  9. F.HamidiNovember 16, 2011 at 7:54 AM

    Amir Jaan, our face to face encounters might not even add up to 33 days of the 33 years of your earthly presence, but your amazing qualities have been etched into my heart and brain as long as I am here, after that we will meet again, so, happy birthday for now and see you later.

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  10. UnknownNovember 16, 2011 at 1:47 PM

    Thinking of Amir, you, Talla, PJ and the rest of the family on this day. I love you all and am so thankful to have been part of his life. He is smiling at us now :).

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  11. AnonymousNovember 16, 2011 at 8:59 PM

    Afsaneh joon, today is a very special day for us. Happy birthday Amir joon.
    Nahid

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  12. AnonymousNovember 17, 2011 at 10:50 AM

    I am so so so very happy to see your post here Afsaneh joon. Ever since beginning of August I've been checking it, still, everyday and waiting for a miracle. It came in a different form: Your writing. You're the most courageous and brave person I know. As much you love and appreciate us please know that we love, need and appreciate you and Talla more. You are the biggest part of Amir and thank you for giving us the gift of being so close to his dearest.
    On his day there was nothing but light and beauty. Miss him so much. :(
    Love you very much and will keep checking with open arms.
    XOXOXOXOX

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  13. Scott WilsonNovember 17, 2011 at 10:59 PM

    Thank you for sharing your thoughts Afsaneh! We think of you Talla, and Amir often. I still feel his presence in our lives each and every day. With so much love — The Wilson's

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  14. mithraNovember 17, 2011 at 11:04 PM

    I just saw this post. I was wearing the green bracelet until 2 weeks ago when something guided me to take it off. It was time to let go and be free. Today, i was singing "don't worry..." all day. It comes up often and he is with me, and forever shall be.

    I love you Afsaneh, you are a wonderful mother, and a spiritual force.

    XOXO

    Mithra

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  15. AnonymousDecember 9, 2011 at 9:48 AM

    I only knew of Amir through this wonderful blog that I stumbled across luckily. My heart aches for you Afsaneh. I am so glad to see that you have posted here. I check back on the blog from time to time to see if anyone has posted.

    God Bless You

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  16. TandisJanuary 9, 2012 at 11:34 AM

    Afsaneh joon, Talla joon, am writing you from Tehran, where Amir's blog has been blocked!!! I finally was able to get on. Was thinking of you all on his birthday (my comp sent me an email reminding me), and a very Happy New Year. Am sure Amir has been watching over all of us. Love and hugs.
    Tandis

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