Weird to think this way, but since I found out I have cancer I see things differently. Now my favorite thing to do is to wake up early in the morning just as the sun is rising and sit n' listen...listen to the trees dance, to the birds sing, and feel the sun kiss my brow when she comes up to from the green to greet the day...it's almost as if I can feel every part of this world working together in simple and loving harmony and with no stress.
I also find the old natural human acts to be much more in-tune with my self. So when I kiss - I can't help but to kiss like it's my first and my last kiss (ever). When I smile and say I love you - I really mean it EVERY time (every time) and when I hug - when I hug I hold on for a mili-second longer.
Although I'm still in an emotional roller-coaster my environment, family and the love around me has allowed me to look at my cancer as a gift...Thank you cancer and I love you bilirubin.
Smile :-) Amir
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My dear brother....I love that you are doing this blog! I love you so much!!! We are a very strong family with some very hard things thrown our way. I KNOW you will do your best with this! You already are!!!! We have no idea what this will bring to us in a positive way. Just please know that even though I'm in Idaho....I am with you all the time in my thoughts and in my heart.
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Amir...wouldn't it be amazing if we could live this way all the time. I had a big scare last year and had to have a lump removed. I am telling you, that month was so different than I have ever experienced and I did see things differently. I have to remember that everyday. I am sorry you are going through this, but it makes me so happy to hear that you are seeing life anew. My thoughts are with you. Kristin
ReplyDeleteAmir, you are truly a great person. Love you. I want to hold u and kiss you now cuz
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