Saturday, May 29, 2010

12 hour workday

Gooooood morning Team Amir!  I hope you're well.  Ever since I was an engineering student I became a fan of 12 hour workdays...Back then my 12 hour work days consisted of school/labs, work, more school, and then some aloha time either in the pool, surf, or with friends n' family.

Then when I graduated and moved to LA the 12 hour work days were essential for me to succeed in the cut throat world of emerging media and business development....of course I always tried to have the balance with soccer, yoga, and fun times with my loved ones...well now that I'm a 1 of only10 found members of a rare cancer (seriously approx 10 documented cases have ever been discovered...cool eh :-) ) I again discover that the 12 hour work day still exists, n' it ain't that bad...

Yesterday I went in for happy hour numero dos - that means my second chemo therapy...I started the day as any other day when my mom and I are planning on doing something in the am...the Persion Version...and as you know we do it a little different in Persion Version...we woke up and had breakfast and left the house about 20 minutes after the time we were supposed to be at our destination....luckily Joanna and the ladies of 7 West were in good spirits - as usual - and didn't give me a hard time...actually they all gave me a hug instead...who knew cancer could get you chicks :-)

Soooo... fast forward to about 11am and I'm plug n' play...my port is in full motion and Jozilla already plugged in today's first cocktail directly to my chest...so at this point my daily strategy was in full force.  I've always been a fan of healing through the powers of the divine n universe - checkout my family's non-profit healingpaq.org)

....and today instead of asking for healing energy for myself, first I asked for healing energy for the liquids going into my body - fucking genius...the theory is that the juice is gonna get cooked up with healing energy and when it goes into my body - damn it feels better than a redbull vodka or a Patron silver on ice!

As there were other patients in the room, my Dai E. and I started playing with them as well...asking for energy for their cocktails too...and funny enough the two roomies who came in with frowns, turned them upside-down in no time...and after they were done ran outa' there with a spring in their step...good job guys...

So the day went by and as the juices kept flowing...fast forward to my oldest friend Jason E. coming to visit...the spiritual leader of 7 West having an awesome talk with us...RN coming over after work...and 2 sets of nurses changing on me...and then it's 7pm...damn 7 pm and I'm only 1/3 through happy hour...gotta man-up and drink more....it's Friday night and Sex & the City 2 just came out and the girls are excited to go see it...hah as if you can get tix the first night...better luck buying those Chimmi Choo shoes you've had your eye out on ladies :-)

So by the time 10pm came around I felt like I went to war and back...wounded and victorious....my stomach hurt, head ached, fingertips were numb, and I had a feeling there was a "kick me" sign drawn on my forehead while I napped for the last hour or so...

Going home felt good...and the day was really productive...I did work...saw some friends...helped heal myself and others...and I made a friend with a new nurse that Dai E. has a total crush on - lets see how I can make this work to my benefit :-)

And best of all the MMarijuana is really helping keep things down....everything is coming out of the right hole...and this morning I feel awesome...

OK time for some meditation, and then get ready for the 9:30 yoga class with moms and RN.

NJOY and Smile :-)

14 comments:

  1. you are sleeping in the other room and I'm trying to set myself up on your blog,if you don't get enough of me these days! Let me tell a story from the first day at the hospital: the nurse asked if you have pain and at which level,from 1-10? You answered with a BIG SMILE: yes, it's 9-10! she looked so confused. Probably she never saw anybody talking of pain while smiling. It's YOU, and this is your magic for HEALING yourself.......keep up your smile my dear son.......

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  2. You're a true inspiration my friend. Consider your blog FOLLOWED. I'll pray and send my positive energies your way.

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  3. In your productive & long day, you also rewarded your 2 fantastic nurses with "Great service & you are an angel" HR forms so they'll get rewards n goodies from the hospital. Don't roll your eyes on me ... I am just following your lead. Yes ... you are an inspiration ...

    Which brings the question ... okay, who are you and what did you do with AmirAli ... :).

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  4. Hey luv,
    Tandis here...just joined your blog. Will be following up on ya while traveling around the world and throughout my 12 hour days...had no idea you were so spiritual ;)
    we should talk more...this is the point when I usually get into my 'guidance' mode and tell people why what happened to them 'happened' to them, but you already know...so here is a big hug and kiss for ya, say hi to the fam and know that we are all cheering for you.
    Deep peace.

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  5. its your long lost cuz bardia, checking up on little cuz amir (always will be that little amir that used to come to our house and i scared with out german sheppards). I enjoyed reading your blog, and admire your courage, spirit, i know you have a little rough road ahead, but this too shall pass and you come out of this before you know it and much stronger.
    looking at your pic with the hot looking nurse and all i have on my face is a big smile, u lucky dog amir jaan ;)

    Not that you need it, but you are in all our prayers for a fast recovery, and i will keep checking up on you cuz.
    cheers

    bardia

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  6. Amir jan you are amazing:)))))) You are showered with prayers and positive thoughts.

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  7. Amir, can you find out the geographic location of the other nine documented cases?

    Love ya man!
    Vahe

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  8. Hi Amir, I was shocked after I received your message. Best regards and best whishes from eyerone from RS for you. Please get well soon. Cheers Norman

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  9. Hi Amir jan, I tried few days ago to post my note but I couldn't , so I'm trying again. I read your blog every day ...it is good that you keep everyone posted. you write very well. One of my colleague is under treatment for liver cancer and he recommended a surgeon at UCLA who is one of the best in liver cancer. I e-mailed his contact info to your Dais!!pls let me know if you want me to send it to you. He is highly recommended. You are in our thoughts and prayers. Keep up your good spirit

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  10. Amir, your writing is so poetically Persian and incredibally narritive. You are much more brave than I, I wouldn't take any pics of me in chemo much less with my port! I love you and will call you manana. Xoxo

    Mithra

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  11. Hello Azizam....what can I say but you are such an inspiration. To know you before C-Day was to know an amazing, positive, fun young man. To see you embark on this tough journey towards recovery is to truly understand what a strong and beautiful soul you are and is such a privilege.

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  12. Hello Amir
    This is your relative in Texas. Patty, Ali's wife, I believe that you have talked to my children Stepon and Jessica. Really enjoy reading your blogs your spirit is beautiful and your humor is contagious. My motto in life is to never let them see u sweat. This is what you are doing with your cancer. Don't let it think you can't overcome all that it has to give. You have my prayers and positive energy going your way. Patty

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  13. Amir... I really enjoyed catching up with you this past Friday, I'm glad to have such a great friend. Megan is looking forward to meeting you and your girlfriend soon, so we will plan that hopefully for next week. Thanks for pointing me towards the blog, your writing is inspirational... I'm checking it frequently.
    All the best, your good friend, Jason

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  14. Amir... I can honestly say that I feel privileged after having met you the other week. I know our meeting is less than fortunate for you, but I truly feel inspired by your attitude and outlook on being diagnosed with the Big "C"! You are an amazing individual, which didn't take long to discover after only having met you briefly and not knowing a whole lot about you. Your energy and spirit shine through you, and with the love of your amazing and dedicated family and girlfriend, I trust that you will stay strong during this difficult process. You are in my thoughts and prayers, and I will see you soon! :)

    -Nurse Ashley

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